Actually, Who Am I Kidding
Desperate to reduce my Heart-break, I had tried to somehow convince myself, that I actually "do not Love Babruysk, and Belarus, so much anymore"...
But it is simply not the case. Babruysk has been way more of a True Home, for me, than anywhere else I've been to, since I had to run away from israhellish mad-house-of-a-"country" in order to save my Life. Out of the 15 months since, I have spent 8½ months here in Babruysk, and would have Loved to have spent here more... to stay here forever, in fact.
Sadly, this did not happen... nor is it ever likely to happen. As I cannot get this Russian Language thingy, while the Belarusian people have zero interest in ever learning any other Languages, so... 😢
But I still Love it here. And, although I have accepted reality, it still hurts... 😢😢😢
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