Stop Thinking of Me as "Jewish"

Yes, my Ancestors had been religious Jews.

Yes, my Great-Great-GrandFather (my Mother's Father's Mother's Father), `Eli'ezer Yehuda Leib Treistmann, had been a chief rabbi in poland over a century ago.

Yes, both my GrandPas (the one, who was born in Kurdistan and the one, who was born in poland), as well as my Dad, knew how to pray the jewish prays, made a Qidush every Friday Night ('Erev Shabbath), and fasted on Yom Kippur.

SO WHAT???

At our household, we were never religious. During my early childhood, when my Dad was still alive, we went to a synagogue a few times, in special holidays and the likes, had a Qidush, as I said, but - that's it, more or less... after his death, when I was 9, we stopped even doing that. When I was 15, we even stopped avoiding bread on Passover, and that's it - and, during my adult years, I have developed my own religious faith, Citrianism, which is LIGHT YEARS away from ANY Bible-based religion; really, for me, judaism, christianity and islam, as well as anything that has evolved from them (from sikhism to mormonism) are all one single bunch of hostile bullshit and vile crap, practiced by a group of strange aliens, with whom I have ABSOLUTELY NOTHING in common.

Let alone the fact, that today, practically ALL jewish communities on this entire Planet, blindly and fanatically support the genocidal state of israel and its monstrous, nazi and talibanic government.

Meine Dammen und Herren!! HAD I WANTED TO BE A PART OF A RELIGIOUS JEWISH COMMUNITY, OR TO SUPPORT THE ISTAELI GOVERNMENT, I WOULD HAVE STAYED IN ISRAEL!!!!

Do You have ANY idea, ANY clue, as to how terribly MUCH have I sacrifised by leaving israel?!??

For HALF-A-YEAR already, from the 26th of July 2023, I have been without a Home. Wandering to and fro across europe, with no place to call Home, no safe knowledge, as to what might be in my future, nor even if I'll have any, after abandoning almost ALL my material possessions (including HUNDREDS of beLoved Books!!💔💔💔💔) behind, losing them FOREVER, not to mention THE most horrible thing of all: severing and losing, for five long months, the connection with my Mother (which has just fully been restored four weeks ago).

Almost two months ago, MY VERY EXISTENCE had almost came to A HORRIBLE END, at THE WORST WEEK IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.

And, almost four weeks ago, I had even found myself forced to make the worst choice EVER: temporarily abandoning Veganism, and going back to the Vegetarianism of my youth, as I could no longer go on, neither physically nor psychologically nor emotionally, with maintaining the Pure Veganism, which had defined my very being, ever since the 26th of May, 2015...

And all those sacrifices, I have made for ONE SINGLE REASON: TO NOT BEING A PART, OF THE JEWISH AND ZIONIST STATE OF ISRAEL.

And then, albeit out of the Best intentions, You, my Dearest Friends, keep advising me to go and become a member of the local jewish community, and to visit the synagogue and pray with its other members to their psychotic and sadistic deity to make the criminal and genocidal political entity of israel strong - then WHAT DID I ORIGINALLY LEAVE MY HOME FOR???

Do not think of me as "Jewish"; it is racist.

And I shall NEVER join any jewish (or, indeed, ANY) sick and hostile religious cult.